Saturday, May 13, 2017

Mood and Consciousness

mood and consciousness:

what is it that expresses mood in a facial expression? do you find that even non-facial images or even letters of the alphabet, mere squiggles, for example, carry a kind of mood? why is what we see not just neutral colours, devoid of mood or any kind of emotion?

so let us assume we can indeed see moods. is it a form of consciousness? does my consciousness extend beyond my head into my field of vision? or is what is in my head a special, heightened version of consciousness while i am surrounded by a kind of low level consciousness around my head? in any case, what is the difference between thought, mood, consciousness and emotion? is it that there are in fact in the middle elements in between these categories, where one becomes another?

and what can i say about myself, my consciousness, my person? apparently, i was always viable for Earth, as i am now clearly living on Earth. i can imagine a whole series of diagnostics performed by the system on my person pre-Earth. "test subject X5405/A11...all senses required, check...virtual motion engine, check...comms link to system, check...voice test, check...all parameters in range...subject is viable for Earth...scheduling on..."

let us assume for the most part that the system works, and life, in regard to meeting people, is what it seems. real people meet real people. a communication link is established across space. but if some people are not real, are actually simulants, although derivatives of real people but not quite real themselves, how does that work? are there, if you like, personal essences or energies that travel across space to jack the system, so to speak, into misfiring into producing plausible, functioning fictional people that we interact with on a daily basis?

when supernatural experiences happen, something happens in the mind that, if you like, breaks the system, even if only briefly. terms like altered states of consciousness, special emotional states, these have been talked about before, and it makes sense, for the out of normal experience to happen, first your mental state has to be out of normal.

CLEARCHARGE

Saturday, May 6, 2017

The Odd Things

the odd things:

are you that normal about life on Earth? has anything odd ever happened to you?

odd things have happened to me. i've teleported. i've seen a railway timetable change instantly in front of me. i've seen a railway map of a completely different Britain in a train. i've reread a book, sure a passage i remember had disappeared. and more besides.

of course, even as a child, before i had teleported, i had problems accepting the 3D mechanical motion theoretical model. i can see quite far, my field of vision extends far in front of me. it's not a flat image in my head, my eyesight. how could someone really be where i see them, without my eyesight, if you like, the actual material structure of the images of my eyesight in front of me, knocking them over when i move? so people are never really there where you see them. it's just a hologram representing a person. and nothing really "moves".

what i learned from these odd experiences was that the world is not as stable as you think, things can change instantly which suggests the discrete nature of change and time, that the system does not work perfectly, and records or memories of the past may mutate so as to become inaccurate or even false.

of course the world is a simulation in the sense that it's simulating a universe where the 3D mechanical motion theoretical model holds. physical motion is not real.

if the world has an unreal quality, and an inherent instability, it leads one to ask, can the simulation be hacked? can we control what happens? now when most of these odd things happened to me, i was in a florid schizophrenic state. for when your mind is unstable, your world is unstable. we have to sense what is possible first, then concentrate on that. it's all very well to say we manifest what we think about, of course thought precedes much of what happens, but we need to know what is probable first.

CLEARCHARGE

Monday, May 1, 2017

Why Are We Here?

why are we here:

i remember the start of my life on Earth, there was a dream sequence, which lead to waking up in a dream. that is how it began, dreams became waking reality. i don't remember what came before. how long was i dead? i think people do not really change much, so i suppose i am the person i was before, and guess that i must have some vestigial memories of my previous life.

so that answers in short why we are here on Earth, that we dreamed our way here. it raises doubts about the reality of Earth. is it some kind of dream world? are some people not real? is it a simulation, that is, it has false elements? if it were a simulation, can we hack the simulation? the idea that we have to be careful about what we think about or imagine may be true, that we have to govern our thoughts because they might influence the world.

what can i piece together about my previous life? that i already understood language at birth is clear. i was familiar with houses in general too i suppose might sound strange to mention but is true also. so this was not the true start to life.

because i had been a young child who grew to adult, and experienced changes in body and face, i know that the body and face we could have is variable.

on Earth itself, there are two things to consider, the number and proportion of real people on Earth, and the number of versions of Earth. there may be many real people living on Earth but each on a slightly individual version. i know what is normal to assume, that most people on Earth are real and that they are living in the same version of Earth. alternatively, i could consider that i have met few real people on Earth, most people are simulants, and only 60% of the facts and history and people of my version matches a common version. just to say, let me speculate here, what if my version of Earth were properly called Earth 1.31 Version E, that were five general versions of Earth, etc.

logically, even if some people are simulants, or simulated people, they are based on real people. how did it all happen, if the world is really like this, some people are not real, people live in different worlds, etc? well, it requires a lot of communication to unify the world. if communication is less than perfect, we have this resulting confusing mess. how is it that everything is copied perfectly and carried on? how likely is it that everything works perfectly?

CLEARCHARGE